Pardon me if I get a little personal here. I do that sometimes.
Almost four years ago I didn't know what I wanted in life. I had a wife, two kids and had just started a pretty good job working for the largest Catholic men's organization and one of the largest life insurance companies globally. Well, I was unhappy. And I let my wife know it. I told her I wanted to split. I had been in touch with an old friend something I painfully regret. My wife and I continued to live together. We weren't talking. One day I came home and she began to pack her things and begin the hardest six months of my life. I was suddenly by myself. I begged for her to stay but nothing I said would change her mind.
We worked for the same company, this did not make anything easier. Things came to ahead when she told me she was talking to someone. I immediately became more and more depressed as time went on. I would sit home drink an entire bottle of wine, sometimes two and go through my record collection. I would lay around and listen to songs that would remind me of her. I still get sad and super depressed when I think of those times. But hey, we
worked things out and she came home. We even had third child out of love. I worked very hard to show her I loved her. Today things cannot possible get bad. We wont let it.
Here is two songs I've listened to the most during that time.
Sugar - If I Cant Change Your Mind
Cheap Trick - The Flame
Yes sad times indeed. But thank god that is all over with
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